hi just venting here 🙂
JLPT result are up and even though i studied hard i only got 78 point, thought it’ll be a good idea to solo travel to osaka from kyoto to clear up mind and guess who cried at the train on the way back home lol
I needed N2 for my scholarship and I didn’t get it, my friend are going to uni and some even get job. I’ve been living here 2 years and took N2 twice and FAILED TWICE.
soon i will also be running out of money despite working night shift that pays well, the loneliness also starts to creep in even though it osaka was crowded like always.
damn what am i doing here