For clarification I am not trans or anything, it just clashes with my personality.
Japanese has quite some language to indicate feminine and masculine language.
The thing is I feel VERY uncomfortable using feminine language. I spend my whole life surrounded by men and feel more comfortable that way and also act more masculine naturally. I do some feminine things like wear dresses cause I find them comfortable, but just cause I want to. Being overtly feminine is such a clash with my personality that it makes me very uncomfortable and feel passive agressive.
Can I avoid affeminate language? Is it reasonable to use masculine language?
by its_tea-gimme-gimme