Hello
25 years old, no high school diploma, no experience that worth something. Can’t return to
school cause I do not support the education system, I think it need a total rework.
Unhappy with the current state of my country. It won’t get better. I like nothing of it. Like zero, I hate the people, I hate the politics, I hate the system. The country side is beautiful. But Am dying a little by little inside, Nothing make me alive here… I get tired of everything and will become a monster if I don’t get a new start. Japan is the only place in this world that worth something to my eyes. It’s really not just about my hobbies. I just like most of it. I see myself having kids there and doing my best to get something done. I see myself following the rules&morals, care to vote, work for this country and care for it. I will buy the products made there and support the locals more than anywhere else. I want to live and die there. Nothing in this forsaken world will make me change my mind. Been years that I want that change, But the way I am make everything difficult.
I want to live there 5 years so I can naturalize and be done with it. I think of 18 months of language school and 1 year of working holiday. But that’s it. I don’t see how I can stay there for enough years.
Solutions ? Others than getting a high school diploma ? It will take me 4-5 years more to get it done. It’s just not a possibility. Getting work experience for 5-10 years isn’t a possibility either. Teaching english isn’t a option, french canadien here.
I could have made a better post and all that bullshit, but am tired of hurting myself over and over, stress and hate, doing even more nothing that make everything worse in the end. I just want a god damn solution for people like me just to live. anyway…. wish you all hapiness in life in those tines.
by Sudden-Philosophy-42