I don’t necessarily care about making friends and really connecting with people but I do want in a sense a fresh start to my life. As I near 30, I feel a good social life is long gone and I am too cynical now.
In all honesty, I’m fine being polite and cordial but I could not give two shits about the people who surround me. If for example, my co-worker died during his or her vacation, it wouldn’t really affect me at all. To me, that would be just life. And death is gonna come at me too. I just hope it’s peaceful when it happens.
I just kinda wanna work and show up on time obviously and be left alone in peace. For me, surviving and learning Jappanese would be enough.
I see moving to a new country as a test whether I could survive and blend in on my own. For me it’s a test if I can do as the Romans do. I really don’t expect human relationships in Japan.
Would Tokyo be a good fit? Or if I’d be better off in Osaka? Or there could be any other country that would be a better fit?
I know more than anyone here that I’m kinda of a dick and a hardcore loner as well; I’ve always had trouble connecting with people. So if you want to send negative responses, I’d understand.
by MrEdgyEdgelord