I dont know what to do anymore. 19f, working full time blue collar job. Mom uprooted me from my home country, forcing me to start from zero. Japanese coworkers snickering to themselves in laughing at me like I’m stupid just because I can’t speak their language. My friends back at home enjoying their young adult life while I’m working myself to the bone for my permanent visa that isn’t even guaranteed.
The most obvious next step for me to do is to learn the language, but its been so hard. I cant find the time, Im really trying and i hate my job, all i do is sleep and work and sleep and work and sleep and work. Please. I don’t know what to do anymore, i have 0 friends i can talk to, my friends back home are busy with college and their relationships. It’s been so hard, a dead end job. I expected something more from my future (so did everyone too), I was a smart, bright, confident student and it hurts that all of that was taken away from me. I’m falling behind. I dont know what to do anymore please.
i cant go back home to pursue higher education too because no one will support me.
by Stunning-Repeat360