hi guys, I’m a 20 year girl from Italy that just landed in Tokyo for her first solo . I’ve done a few solo trips before, except for the fact I was with groups because of study reasons.
One month ago, because I was in China, I fell in love with the culture and decided to book a random solo trip to Japan. I was full of excitement and couldn’t wait to depart.
I just arrived in Tokyo in my hotel, after a 24 hours long trip because I live very far from here, and the first thing I was able to do was crying. I am crying a lot because I feel scared, I feel abandoned, I feel lost. That’s weird, because I’ve always travelled a lot with my parents since I was a child and all alone, but this time it kind of feels different.
I decided to do this solo trip because I wanted to clear up some things in my mind, just because I had a difficult year concerning university and personal things. Maybe it’s because I’m tired, maybe it’s because I don’t not know the language and whatever, but I can’t stop crying. I was so tired I couldn’t even go out to eat dinner, my room is so small my breathe lack, I feel these are gonna be the toughest days of my life. It’s gonna be just 10 days, but I feel desperate. I hope this is just a moment, I hope that tomorrow I will wake up with excitement because this trip was something I’ve been dreaming of for a long time.
Please send me advices
by Smart_Prune_9081
