The biggest obstacle preventing you from becoming fluent / improving is the breaks/stops you keep taking

Someone who studies everyday diligently will improve naturally over time.

You, who studies once a week for 1 hour or less or takes months long breaks to year long breaks will not. You will get stuck in a cycle of refreshing your mind with the same material just to stop again.

If the message is not clear, keep studying even when you don’t feel like it. The percentage of people who stick this journey through is such a small number.

You got this.

Disclaimer:
This message is not directed to those you health issues, other major life responsibilities, etc; just speaking to people who aren’t consistent and so have the time but choose not to study.