If you want to feel better about your japanese reading skill take a look at japanese people playing visual novels

If you are feeling down for keeping forgetting how to read some kanji it will definitely make you feel better when you see the natives tripping when reading some words. I remember seeing one girl who forgot how to read “白眼視” which is a fairly common word. Don’t feel too pressured, even the natives mess up sometimes let alone you who are still learning.